撰文／林宜屏 攝影／藍祺聖 （儂儂4月號LOVE LIFE）
晨忻2歲3個月時，被診斷出肝腫瘤後，隨著腫瘤不停轉移，前前後後開了2次肺、3次肝（１次割、2次換肝）。一位是2月初才剛動完腦部手術，一位是3月底才剛進行完第二次換肝手術，在3月底相遇的偶像劇一姊林依晨與才6歲大的雙胞胎哥哥晨忻，都有著默默對抗病魔、擁抱生命的際遇，都認真的想讓生命開出一朵朵燦爛花朵！ Bella：第一次面臨生離死別的經驗，帶給你的體會是……？ 林依晨 (以下簡稱「林」)：今年2月初，我剛動完腦部蝶鞍部腫瘤切除手術。以前，總是把壓力往肚裡吞，手術後，我學會要抒發情緒，不管是寫日記、到沒人的地方大喊或是找人吐吐苦水……。總之，就是一定要發洩出來，不能悶在心裡，妳以為這樣就壓抑住了，其實它並不是消失了，只是在等點爆發而已。 Bella：在成長的過程中，一定有遇過困難、低潮的時候，是如何度過的？ 林：這次手術，對我來說是很大的挑戰，支持自己的是那股想到那些有所愛、無法割捨的人們與夢想，像是父母、弟弟、事業……，一想到這些，我就有了繼續走下去的力量。 Bella：這一生中，最想實踐的夢想是？要如何努力去完成它？ 林：我想讓這個因為腳步太快，變得有點極端的世界找回平衡，將被邊緣化的角落，像是罕見疾病、非洲難民等邊緣弱勢的人們，盡一份心力，可以有效率、有心的可以去做一些公益的事，把大家的力量發揮到最大！ Bella：晨忻的夢想是什麼呢？ 衛晨忻（以下簡稱衛）：我希望壞蟲蟲（為了讓他理解，晨忻媽媽將腫瘤比諭成「壞蟲蟲」）趕快走開，不要在我的肚子裡搞怪！這樣我就可以去上課、跟小朋友還有弟弟一起玩。我還要請捉蟲叔叔（醫生）把蟲蟲關在罐子裡，我要看它有多壞！長大後，喜歡工程的我想要開吊高高（起重機），或者當機長、當工程車的設計師。 Bella：晨忻平常生活當中做什麼最開心呢？ 衛：玩工程車、飛機。我覺得工程車可以把重重的東西舉起來，很酷！而上次跟爸爸媽媽坐飛機去新加坡玩，也很開心，希望還有機會可以坐飛機。 Bella：幫生命打個比方吧！妳覺得生命像……？ 林：我覺得生命像蚯蚓！沒有骨頭、身段柔軟的牠，不管多堅硬的土壤，都能一口一口地吃下去後，再排出轉化為大地的養份，就算是遭受有毒廢料汙染的土地，也能經過蚯蚓轉化為對營養滿分的肥料，是對大地一直不求回報的循環付出。 衛媽媽：生命是每個人必須面對的無常，人終究一死，所以更要珍惜與所愛相處的每一刻，而我此生課題，是愛他、珍惜他，讓他無遺憾面對每一刻。 Bella：依晨從榮總93病房的病童身上學到了甚麼？ 林：從93病房學到的，是生命的痛苦與快樂，都在一轉念的「定」與「不定」間！這些孩子在面對病痛與生死關卡時，表現的是如何平靜、安詳，是「定」，是正面的迎擊，全憑的是他們自身與家長們對珍惜生命的意念，與擁抱生命、擁抱所愛的滿滿愛意。 Bella：現在社會中越來越多人會輕易放棄生命，可否與讀者分享一句熱愛生命的鼓勵。 林：放棄往往是最容易的選擇，堅持最難！所以不要去做容易的事，因為每個人的生命，都值得被努力、去堅持！
衛：現在好多人都騎快車、玩火，不愛惜生命，我生病了但我珍惜自己，愛惜自己生命，我這次願意參加這個活動就是希望做一件讓別人更好的事！
心情隨筆 (1)
這期我也有搜藏哦,每次依晨的訪問都讓人覺得很真實, 又對她多一分喜愛 我可以轉貼你這張圖片嗎?
可以呀 這張是我自己側拍的照片 沒有版權問題 不過沒有很清楚就是了~(羞)
謝謝照片分享,真實就好^^
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你好: 想轉貼你的文章讓大家更認識依晨並多了解這次的活動,可以嗎?
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加油，別放棄，我們的星球，是變動的，生老病死，喜怒哀樂，生命 生生不息。 知足常樂。 很多國家，現在溫度，正+40度 或 負-40度， 生 活 和 生存，非常艱辛。 --- 蘇+澳+後勤+某某部，也曾 酒後駕車，BMW，車頭全毀，引擎噴飛，人沒事，上過頭條新聞，網路可以查尋到。（上新聞） 該某某部，還發生過，特別案件，因老婆，無照駕駛，老公軍人，跑去夥同鄰居，製造假車禍，真詐保險公司，雖然後來，心裡不安，主動告知，保險公司，還是被，警方發現，移送地檢署偵辦。（沒上新聞） 不知道，今年 還是去年，某艦9+3+7，有士兵，去淡水遊玩，因薪俸較低，且薪俸運用和理財不佳，到賣場超市，偷竊一盒保險套。（就算船號記錯，內容不會錯，因為是，公開場合，全體宣導，注意事項）（沒上新聞） --- 蘇+澳，南+方+澳。 社區、營區，真糟糕。 普悠瑪出軌事件、大橋斷裂事件、海軍伊清楓事件。 --- 請強化，資訊安全，駭客已經厲害到，可以入侵手機，啟動與關閉軟件，並監視手機與盜取圖片和資料，造成用戶的錯覺，刻意制造出，手機用戶，幻想 或 精神病。 利益與衝突，攏斷與掌控。 --- 刮刮樂，上面號碼，應該以， 發型款版本，進行編碼， 後面則以，發行張數量，進行編碼。 ABC-1234567(款式-張數) 不然誰知道，到底有沒有，少印 或 多印。 --- 支持公益彩卷。有錢的話，當然會幫助需要的人。 請上架，因賠錢，而下架的，樂線九宮格，謝謝。 請20：00封盤，20：05開獎。（20：30開獎，理由是，需要計算，消售金額，騙三歲小孩喔） --- 一個、謊言、炒作、洗腦...的世界。 早就已經，沒有什麼，商品供需了，所以才會造成，大家沒什麼收入。（大家在比氣長，看誰食物多） 全世界都相同問題，所以才會打，貿易戰。（太平洋 魚獲 和 工作機會） 食物，才是真的（王道），其它都是假的！ --- 經濟好壞？ 大家，房貸額度用光、信貸額度用光、信用卡額度用光、商品沒供需 股票炒不起來、虛擬貨幣 假的上上下下。（負債累累） 只能說，以前買到房屋 或 擁房者，已經 還清債務的人，才是幸福的。（低房價） 以前是，（慢調生活），（農業時代），（相互競爭少），（人人有田），（人人有房），現在反過來了。 --- （洗腦兼爛權 的 學長學弟制 軍隊）槽糕到不行。 --- （玩弄人、貪汙，事件永無止息），（滅證洩責，第一名），（商業值供獻零），（只會從國庫，透過預算，拿老百姓，繳的稅收，進行揮霍） ［基層工人，跟老百性相同，還比較有，供獻價值］ --- Come on, don't give up, our planet is changing, with birth, old age, sickness and death, joy, anger, sorrow and joy, and life is endless. Contentment is always happy. In many countries, the current temperature is positive +40 degrees or negative -40 degrees. It is very difficult to live and survive. --- Su + Australia + logistics + XX department, also once drunk driving, BMW, the front of the car was completely destroyed, the engine was flying, people were okay, the headlines can be found on the Internet. (On the news) There have also been special cases involving his wife, unlicensed driving, husband and soldier. They went to work with neighbors, made fake car accidents, and scam the insurance company. Although later, he was uneasy, he voluntarily informed the insurance company. , The police found it and transferred it to the Prefectural Procuratorate for investigation. (Not in the news) I don't know, this year or last year, a certain ship 9+3+7, there are soldiers, go to Danshui to play, because the salary is low, and the use of salary and financial management are not good, go to the supermarket and steal a box of condoms. (Even if the ship number is wrong, the content will not be wrong, because it is, public occasions, all publicity, precautions) (not on the news) --- Su + Australia, South + Fang + Australia. The community, the camp, it's really bad. Puyuma derailment incident, bridge fracture incident, navy Yiqingfeng incident. --- Please strengthen information security. Hackers are already powerful enough to invade mobile phones, start and close software, monitor mobile phones and steal pictures and data, causing users to misunderstand, deliberately creating, mobile phone users, fantasy or mental illness. Interests and conflicts, severance and control. --- Scratch music, the number above should be, Hair style version, coded, After that, the number of issued sheets is used for coding. ABC-1234567 (style-number of sheets) Otherwise, who knows, whether there is less printing or more printing. --- Support charity rolls. If you have money, you will certainly help those in need. Please put it on the shelf, because it lost money, and it was taken off, Lexian Jiugongge, thank you. Please close the plate at 20:00 and draw at 20:05. (The lottery is drawn at 20:30, the reason is that it needs to be calculated, the amount of sales, to cheat a three-year-old child) --- A world of lies, hype, brainwashing... It has been long since, there is nothing, commodity supply and demand, that's why everyone has no income. (Everyone is getting angry, see who has more food) The world has the same problem, so it will fight a trade war. (Pacific Fish Catch and Job Opportunities) Food is real (king way), everything else is fake! --- Is the economy good or bad? Everyone, the mortgage line is used up, the credit line is used up, the credit card line is used up, there is no supply and demand for goods, stocks cannot be speculated, and virtual currencies are going up and down. (Large debts) It can only be said that those who have bought or owned a house before and who have paid off their debts are happy. (Low house price) It used to be, (slow life), (agricultural age), (less competition), (everyone has a field), (everyone has a house), but now it’s the other way around. --- (Brainwashing and ruined power of the senior schoolmate system army) Too bad. --- (Playing with people, embezzlement, the incident never ends), (Extinguish evidence and venting responsibility, the first place), (Commercial value for zero), (Only from the national treasury, through the budget, the tax paid by the people and the tax will be squandered) [Grass-roots workers are the same as Lao Bai, but they are more valuable, offering value] ---
關閉系統基哨站。 這個世界，只不過是，謊言支撐起來，當一切改變時，別期待 國家 與 政府 或 任何人的承諾，因為 生死，都隨時存在，只是人類體型放大化，且記憶裡 存在著，安全思想，比較多一些生存而已。 沒有供需，一切都是假的，只是透過 各種手段 與 職業，獲取 等值的證明，紙鈔 與 錢幣。 所以生存概論，推翻政權 或 加入集團組織。 This world is just supported by lies. When everything changes, don’t expect the promise of the state, the government or anyone, because life and death exist at any time, but the size of human beings is enlarged, and there is in memory, safety thoughts, comparisons Survive more. There is no supply and demand, everything is fake, just through various means and occupations, to obtain proof of equivalent value, banknotes and coins. So an introduction to survival, overthrow the regime or join a group organization.
一個錯誤的選擇 一個錯誤的環境 造就了 一連串 錯誤的事件 軍隊 隸屬 特殊環境 , 官員有責 解決底下問題, 否則沒資格 命令 不要只會 , 升官發財 , 滅證卸責, 受傷死亡, 都不算數, (該死的軍隊)(管理極差) [該休息 休息][該工作 工作] [很困難?] (作息時間,與外面社會,稍微不同,當然正常) (部隊管理不佳, 造成他人精神壓力問題) (部隊管理不佳 ,造成他人工作負荷過重) (部隊管理不佳,造成 軍職 約聘, 捉弄 與 陷害 他人, 永久上的紀錄遺憾) (受傷沒說,完全不算數)(內傷算自己該死) (卸責厲害的軍隊) ( 上電視、上報紙、莒光園地、女兵日記 ) (形象 洗白 第一名) A wrong choice A wrong environment Created a series of wrong events The army is in a special environment, and officials have the responsibility to solve the underlying problems, otherwise they are not qualified to order Don't just get promoted and get rich, destroy evidence and shirking responsibility, Injuries and deaths don’t count, (damn army) (very poor management) [Should take a break] [This job should work] [It’s difficult?] (The work and rest time is slightly different from the outside society, of course it is normal) (Poor management of the troops, causing mental stress to others) (Poor management of the troops, resulting in excessive workloads for others) (Poor management of the troops, resulting in military appointments, teasing and framing others, permanent record regrets) (I didn't say the injury, it doesn't count at all) (Internal injury counts as one's own damn) (Short the blame for the powerful army) (On TV, Newspaper, Juguang Garden, Female Soldier's Diary) (Image whitewashing first place)
「手機」，「虛擬網路」，［最高機密］。 --- 手機運作、虛擬網路，對人體有害。 （軟件、被動 感測器、主動 偵測器） （螢幕頻率、聲音頻率、電磁波傳輸） --- 借由，基地訓號站 、情報中心，所釋出... 螢幕視覺波頻、聲音接受波頻、監視、監聽、 包含：持續定位。「鎖定目標。」（衛星 與 基站） ［已100%證實，有害。］ 微能量、強能量，長期對人體有害， 必需關閉，所有的通訊，電磁波 （軟件）， 只留，（電話、簡訊、瀏覽器）。 太多，不必要的 「傳輸 與 定位」 了！ --- 唯一防堵 方法，全力 VPN化，讓所有的一切，非於「手機」，直接傳輸。 （不懂，如此高的風顯，為何還要發明手機） （手機，是用來傳輸，訊息，視覺圖片 和 聽覺聲音），（如果 安全無法至上，那又有何意義） （基站 與 情報站，掌控所有人），（也代表掌控， 「生」「 死」。） --- 手機 亦可偽裝成，「假 飛行模式」、「假 關機模式」， 實為 「犯罪集團」（不合法） 「政府組織」（合法）。 --- "Mobile", "Virtual Network", [Top Secret]. --- The operation of mobile phones and virtual networks are harmful to the human body. (Software, passive sensors, active detectors) (Screen frequency, sound frequency, electromagnetic wave transmission) --- By the way, the base training station, the intelligence center, released... Screen visual wave frequency, sound receiving wave frequency, monitoring, monitoring, Contains: continuous positioning. "Fix the target." (Satellite and base station) [It has been 100% proven to be harmful. ] Micro energy, strong energy, long-term harmful to the human body, Must be closed, all communications, electromagnetic waves (software), Just stay, (phone, text, browser). Too many, unnecessary "transmission and positioning"! --- The only anti-blocking method is to fully VPN, so that everything is transmitted directly from the "mobile phone". (I don’t understand, why the mobile phone was invented after such a high profile) (Mobile phones are used for transmission, messages, visual pictures, and auditory sounds), (if safety is not the highest priority, what's the point) (The base station and the intelligence station control everyone), (also means control, "life" and "death.") --- Mobile phones can also be disguised as "fake flight mode", "fake shutdown mode", Actually "Criminal group" (illegal) "Government Organization" (legal). ---